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    .Inextricable Contingencies.

    whole new world
    Friday, May 29, 2009
    EDIT::

    Today's Mail !!!!!



    :D
    alhamdulillah !!!

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    good morning fellow dotcommunists

    last night i laughed so hard (hardest one eversince a long time) till i cried
    i'm still high right now
    and i'm pretty sure i've been high for more than a week

    also the night before, i was talking on the phone before going to bed
    and something miraculous happened
    whatever i heard, i'm not fully sure if it truly happened but ive an odd feeling it did
    and i think i've finally let It go
    i feel a strange sense of triumph, gladness
    a sudden, relieving freedom from a prolonged, constant ache
    like a clotted heart that finally got cleared and fixed. :)

    unfortunately this isnt about the cause of my crash years ago
    this is more important, its what ive been kept in me for a while. simply looking past it and letting it stay there
    making me walk with a limp

    i'm bidding goodbye to Hime (its about time!)
    whatever it's changed to has important reasons behind it lol
    anyway this is probably what they meant when they say
    life has just begun
    (this isnt a fugue, trust me)
    its like...an epiphany


    ive got so many things i'm planning to do
    its gonna take a while and a quite a bit of effort
    BUT I CANNOT WAIT. *insert super huge smiley from ear to ear from wall to wall*

    i'm happy.


    And even if my house falls down now
    I wouldn't have a clue
    Because you're near me

    And I want to thank you
    For giving me the best day of my life
    Oh, just to be with you
    Is like having the best day of my life



    to s1:
    1) looks like we need to change the header for our multiply site (cos no more H!)
    2) challenge do supra poster!

    to my ghosts: goodbye fuckas
    yammie ♥ 2:55 AM 4 comments



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