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i have an interview later at 9am, i dont mind such a job but i dont like this one in particular which the recruiter has recommended and helped me with, because of certain requirements that may will clash with my studies and lifestyle, so im chanting to myself "desperate measures for desperate times". i am already half hearted but i think any more rejection and i could possibly be bumming for life. I only have to tawakkal and hope for the best (and it may not even be this). after all, what's best for me mustn't always start out to be what i like or what i want.
ps: having seen the circumstances, its going to be very hard to be fellow companions. i wish i had answers. this could also be unnecessary, especially with my heart condition..why else would i bother? (to answer this is almost sinful).
i hope fate has something good for me (rather than having destiny in my own hands, as how most people have been suggesting) because i really don't want to risk anything that could lead to aching (myself or anyone).
I'm happy now (finally)
pps: ive always had problems with the word " mustn't " |
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| yammie ♥ 12:06 AM
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